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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Hey Killer....


ahhhh..I consider myself a sexy,strong willed woman, cut from a relatively moral cloth... (albeit,a shifting morality,often altered by my consumption of jaegermeister, but still there is a fiber that remains)...yet...I've been stuck or strung out on this idea that I somehow need to alter my behaviour or nature to fit some culturally accepted idea of healthy-which is sick really...what I am trying to say...

I just woke up to find my so-called boyfriend, knocking out some cocaine, drinking beer, and playing on the computer-which at some point usually turns into a visit to nakedcelebs.com.

two things are really annoying about this.

1. he chooses coke which makes him impotent over a sex life with me-when I told him that the ONLY reason I am leaving is to have a shot at a decent sex life.

2. we haven't had sex in over a month, cuz he says he isn't feeling sexual, but he is horny enough to look at porn...so that translates into me feeling like I am revolting...when he is 40 and 40 lbs over weight-but its my fault we aren't having sex...Riiiight...

I have shut myself off out of some sort of loyalty to him...like I keep thinking if I were married I wouldn't just leave-but be forced to work it out...but I am not married and that is good becuz I think i dodged the bullet with this one...

I am so gonna find you and take out my frustrations...eat some spinach.-MG

7 Comments:

Blogger L>T said...

Found you on language guy. Liked your comment. Visited your place. It does smell like beer in there! Must say; DO NOT MARRY THAT GUY! Take some advice from an old tart.
Come on over to my place. I just got it all cleaned up (got rid of empty blogs lying around & other trash; my slutty cusin loco ono) see ya

5:40 AM  
Blogger L>T said...

P.S. humor does not work with language guy. Neither does common sense. I am on a mission to intice him, somehow.

5:45 AM  
Blogger Mistress Gita said...

entice...this is the language guy-he'd notice the difference (:

11:58 AM  
Blogger Tiergan said...

I'm sorry you're going through this.

I don't leave a friend hanging when there's a way I can help.

You know how to find me.

-c.

2:04 PM  
Blogger L>T said...

God-dammit, son of a bitch, you are right! Well, have any suggestions?

10:13 PM  
Blogger L>T said...

P.S.speaking of Killer, is that a referance to the Queen killer album?

10:17 PM  
Blogger asiatown77 said...

I can't allow myself to gain forty pounds on my miniature frame- hence no coke for me. ~looks sad~ Also, I'm not forty. I'm 13 years from doomsday. If I make it there.

6:42 AM  

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