So Mr. Ik Bent called me and left a message.

for those of you whose of you who know who he is-he was a very close friend, who I loved very much-with who I had a miscommunication prior to his nashville wedding.

I miss him. it was 8 years ago this summer, that we met here in San Francisco. and since I am looking at my life and trying to figure out how I fucked it up-he comes to mind.

Plus I associate him closely with music, which I have been gorging on.

I want to get happy.

I want to go be in Calabria with Raffaella.