you were my sister and I loved you.

a part of you died and I loved you.

fuck you for making this about me.

I know I am a junkie

how about you?

I am an addict-no shock there.

I am aware of that. That is why I am spending the summer in SF and that is why I set up a "clean living" housing situation in memphis when I get back.

that is why I started managing over bartending-to make less money-so as not to do as much blow.

that is why I eventually quit my job.

so fuck you, for turning the mirror on me.

I have looked in the mirror.

have you?